Day 1. For new adventures. For the future

Haircut day, today! Ilang weeks ko din to pinagisipan. No regrets <3 image

After ko magpagupit dumiretso ako sa chapel na pinupuntahan namin dati (na magkasama). I burst out all my feels from this past few months. I ask for His guidance. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam. Maybe, this will be the last time na pupunta ako dun. 

I saw her. Actually, nakipagkita ako. And this will be the last time na makikipagkita ako sa kanya. Nasampal ako ng reality kanina. I know that I’m just only inlove with the memories, not with the person anymore. I just told her about the bunny. I said sorry because of what happened, sabi lang niya “Sayo naman yun e”. Then I leave. 

This will be the start of my new adventures. Kaya ko to :) Kakayanin. I’ll be legit happy, soon. 

And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep. If you need to cry I will not wipe your tears away because you are only human and sometimes tears are as close to laughter as you can get and that’s okay. If you get sleepy I will let you drool on my arm and I won’t laugh at you if you snore too loud. If you need to yell so hard that your voice cracks and your knees fail I will hold you up and yell with you. If you get so angry you punch your hands red I will ice your knuckles and tell you that wounds heal both inside and out, and just like the cold that is harsh and burning, I will always be the warmth to soothe you and make you feel better. I will love you.

  — lntroductions.tumblr.com (via nikkitheskeptic)

(Source: lntroductions)

It’s really scary when you get attached to someone. You spend time with them, you get to know them. You find yourself knowing their favorite color, food, movie, song. You discover their flaws and their talents. And as time goes on, you learn more and more, absorbing every second of detail without even realizing it. Then one day, you wake up and realize how much this person actually means to you, and you love them for every strength and weakness. They make you feel warm and secure, but most of all, they bring you happiness. And to bring happiness to someone in such a way is a strong and powerful thing. It could break a person completely. Some say those who fall in love are young and dumb. I say they show an incredible amount of bravery. It takes courage to trust somebody with your entire heart

  — (via strawberrytelle)

Growing up I always thought true love was red roses, dates on Saturday nights, little block box that held expensive things, and always knowing what to say. I thought true love was a kiss in the rain, deep explanations, and the perfect story. But now that I’m older I’ve realized it’s not like that at all.

See because true love for me is ugly snapchats, and peeing while you’re on the phone. True love is kissing at 6 AM despite the morning breath and singing at the top of your lungs. It’s saying all the wrong things, at all the wrong moments. It’s sarcasm and being honest even when it hurts. It’s late hours of the night when it’s been a long day and it’s no make up and bad hair. It’s tears from laughter, it’s tears from sadness and it’s nothing like any storybook you’ve ever read. It’s never running out of things to talk about, and it’s being comfortable in the silence of things. True love is watching The Titanic though you swore you never would. It’s getting mad over stupid things. It’s “you’re an idiot,” and “you’re a little shit” and knowing you’re so lucky to hear those every day. It’s spilling your feelings at 4 AM when you should be asleep. It’s that song you hear on the radio that always makes you smile. It’s the worst story you could imagine, but thank God it worked out anyways. True love is never losing the magic. True love is not leaving when things get hard.

I like my definition better anyways.

  — Another Piece About You  (via thefourthandfrattiest)

(Source: brennanat)